so much to do, so little ability

i have so many things i want to get done at the moment. need more moniessss especially since the credit card fairy just beat me senseless with a $600 bill due by xmas eve eve. bull.fucking.shit. how did i even do that? i'd paid my branding off the next day out of my savings so it's not even like there's $500 on it for that. been a big 55 days i guess. doesn't help that last week was the week all my bills come in, as well as my periodical ones (gas/electrical). I've paid over a grand in bills in the last 7 days. it hurts.


any of you ladies got your privates pierced? i'm thinking of getting something but not sure how close to the clit to get. I'm thinking more to the side of it as i'm worried I'll lose feeling like my nipple piercing did. hate to be greedy, but i'd kinda like to keep my clit in working order, if not improved. lol. though if i got around it done, i'd want a verticle barbel on either side and then i'd worry i'd get all tangled up in each other. deary me. vag's are such a hassle.


am also thinking of doing some play piercing (i HATE the term "play piercing" just fyi, dunno why) i've got a few ideas that might be cool if possible, but again, no monies. so unless Polymorph want to do it for freez coz theys lovers meeeeeee haha yeh right.


then there's the tattoos i want done, but i need to find a tattooist first (duh) cos i don't know any. at the moment i really want my spider ear cartledge tattoo first, it shouldn't cost more then a hundred so that's not too bad. toying with the idea of seeing if i can fit some lyrics down the rim of my ear to go with it ("Sorry I'm not home right now, I'm walking into spiderwebs but leave a message and I'll call you back") but i have a feeling this might be a bit ambitious/too long, and if i can't fit the whole thing, i dunno if i'd want any of the lyrics. I def want the web though, the rest i can add on later if i make up my mind.

then there's the family crests on my neck/back but i'm not sure now if i'd want those tattooed or scarred maybe? i was originally going to get just two as halves of a standard sheild but they're not both the usual crest shape so that's buggared up. the Campbell Clan crest is kinda ugly which i love but with the fucking downright pansyness of the Moloney family coat it's hard to think of how to interwine them. i want the Campbell one on the back of my neck and the Moloney one underneith to the right super close but not touching. i think i'd leave off the frillies along the top and just get the shield but i'll have to check to see if this doesn't kill the point. i mean, i can't get HALF the icon, that's just stupid, but if you google it, it's not on all of the representations so it might just be that designers' add-on. needs more research basically.

then i want to get a copyright behind my ear, something along the lines of "Moloney-Campbell United 1/2 1985-87" which is parents' surnames, one of two (me and my brother) and he's born 85 and i'm 87. not to sure about this one anymore as i'm more keen on the family crests so i wouldn't need to point out the campbell moloney united, and i want to get a toe-tag so the birth year wouldn't be needed. i want something with my brother involved in it though. i don't know if he'd like me involving him in my mods, he's pretty against them all thus far and thinks i'm a massive self-hating lesbian because of them (how he's reached this conclusion i have no idea) but he can just suck it up cos he's stuck with me.

then there's F(l)ATT(er)Y on my right arse cheek. It's going to be thick black letters of FATTY with the l, e and r squeezed in the space possibly in a light pink. I was playing in paint to actually see it, not so sure about the extra letters. I'd like to get FATTY, have done for a while now, and I just thought turning it into FLATTERY would be clever, but I'm not 100% sure of the execution.

and i want three small fluro coloured coloured toxic symbols on the side of each boob. green orange and pink i think, sort of jumble-clumpt together. i just think they'd be cute.

oh, and i want some nautical stars... somewhere. thinking possibly around my right wrist with "No one gets out alive" on the top of my wrist so it looks like one of those plate necklaces that usually have the girls' name on it.


like i said, need more money. or less ambition.

It's crazy shoe friday!

So we're having an unofficial crazy shoe friday today. My TUK shoes are out in force, I always forget how damn comfortable these are. They're black with thickish white pinstripes though so they're a bit hard to co-ordianate around but whatevz.

Also, I need these. All of them.

Flats
Heels
(EDIT: pictures were ginormous, so clicky clicky)

They have them in Aftertaste Clothing, which is right near Polymorph so I see them from the window everytime I go passed (which has been quite frequently lately) but they're never open.

i need a sugardaddy house husband

$600 credit card bills make me sad

i have songs from Avenue Q stuck in my head

i hit myself in the arse with a door today. again. about the 5th time in the last week. always the same door. i blame being so tired. Abby nearly peed herself laughing at me, then told me she was running towards the same door the day before and didn't flick the handle quite enough and ended up splattering herself against it. so at least we're not alone in out stupidity.

also found another bruise on my right leg today. its lower then where i usually get them which means i have even less of an idea as to where it came from. its not as big as the ones i usually get either, but it's an ugly black colour. i prefer my big purple ones.

Eight months!

I went into the local tattoo joint, TAT2IT, just now to see about getting my spiderweb tattoo. He is booked out until August. AUGUST! Even for my little spider. Who would have thought Carlton was full of so many inked up people. I guess we are all kind of bogan-y...


So I guess I'll get off my lazy butt and try getting over to Panania to see one of the guys at BodyArt where Mark did my dragonfly. Maybe I'll call first, there might be some giant tattoo craze going on that I'm not aware of.

WHAT?

Twitter is over capacity. That's just crazy.

Also, way to be a ghayface blog and not show up my text when viewing my entries. It's there if you highlight it, but not when you just view it. Real helpful.

Mmmmmm toast

I'm going to Polymorph tonight with Rennikins to pick out her Christmas present. She wants new tragus jewelry and I'd rather get her something she needs/wants then just random assorted crap.

Plus, the sex shop we like has closed down so I'm stuck for ideas anyways lol. I have no idea why people assume we're a lesbian couple, no none at all...

Oh herrrrooooo

Hey there

No effin' idea what to post cos it's like 9:17pm and I'm a baby and need to go to sleep.


But howdy to the internets nonetheless.